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February 20th, 2012
12:24 am - Nearing the big 2O
There is so much more to life than we really think. So much more outside the walls of our minds, our eyes, our environment, our comfort zones... So many different things we have yet to see and experience, so much lessons yet to be learnt. Feeling quite frustrated that life doesn't allow much chances to surge ahead and jump in a whirlpool of adventures/ discoveries and stay there as long as you want. At 2O (soon), I have to say that there's still a long way for me to go in this life.
I want to be so much more.
p.s. do check out my cousin's blog as he tells real life stories/experiences in his life : )
Current Mood:  discontent
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July 7th, 2011
July 4th, 2011
01:46 pm
"I have to talk to you," I said. "I have a million things I want to talk to you about. All I want in the world is you. I want to see you and talk. I want the two of us to begin everything from the beginning."
Norwegian Wood
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May 19th, 2011
10:35 pm
It's too crowded in here.
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May 14th, 2011
08:43 pm
I teared watching this.
Its a lie to think you're not good enough
What kind of a husband am I going to be if I can't even hold my wife? I may not have hands to hold my wife's hands, but when the time comes, I'll be able to hold her heart. I don't need hands to hold her heart.
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April 8th, 2011
07:42 pm - Come inside, pick up your bags off the sidewalk
I can't tell you what it really is I can only tell you what it feels like And right now it's a steel knife in my windpipe I can't breathe but I still fight while I can fight As long as the wrong feels right it's like I'm in flight High off of love, drunk from my hate, It's like I'm huffing paint and I love it the more I suffer, I suffocate And right before I'm about to drown, she resuscitates me
She fucking hates me and I love it. Wait! Where you going? "I'm leaving you" No you ain't. Come back we're running right back. Here we go again It's so insane cause when it's going good, it's going great I'm Superman with the wind at his back, she's Lois Lane But when it's bad it's awful, I feel so ashamed I snapped Who's that dude? I don't even know his name I laid hands on her, I'll never stoop so low again I guess I don't know my own strength
You ever love somebody so much you can barely breathe When you're with 'em You meet and neither one of you even know what hit 'em Got that warm fuzzy feeling Yeah, them chills you used to get 'em Now you're getting fucking sick of looking at 'em You swore you'd never hit 'em; never do nothing to hurt 'em Now you're in each other's face spewing venom in your words when you spit them You push, pull each other's hair, scratch, claw, hit 'em Throw 'em down, pin 'em
So lost in the moments when you're in them It's the rage that took over it controls you both So they say you're best to go your separate ways Guess if they don't know you 'cause today that was yesterday Yesterday is over, it's a different day Sound like broken records playing over but you promised her Next time you show restraint You don't get another chance Life is no Nintendo game But you lied again Now you get to watch her leave out the window Guess that's why they call it window pane
Now I know we said things, did things that we didn't mean And we fall back into the same patterns, same routine But your temper's just as bad as mine is You're the same as me But when it comes to love you're just as blinded Baby, please come back It wasn't you, baby it was me Maybe our relationship isn't as crazy as it seems Maybe that's what happens when a tornado meets a volcano All I know is I love you too much to walk away though Come inside, pick up your bags off the sidewalk Don't you hear sincerity in my voice when I talk I told you this is my fault Look me in the eyeball Next time I'm pissed, I'll aim my fist at the drywall Next time. There won't be no next time I apologize even though I know its lies I'm tired of the games I just want her back I know I'm a liar If she ever tries to fucking leave again Im'a tie her to the bed and set this house on fire I'm just gonna
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April 7th, 2011
11:27 pm
This time in between the day and the night
the light kills my sense of life
so scared, turn it off, turn it off
It's dull, this dusk, this desk, this dust
My eyes adjust
I'll blow out the flame
Can you and me remain?
Once said, words make a world of their own
I misread
I can't get you back on the phone
I'm so tired, so turn it off, turn it off
How's that, last week we were home
you're far away
and I hardly know
Can you and me delay?
Changes, never been good with change
I hate it when it all stays the same
caught between the gold and the game
Changes, never been good with change
troubled when it all stays the same
caught between this cold and the waves
My heart beats up, again
Are you my trouble
Are you my trouble
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April 6th, 2011
12:41 am
hehehe this is so cute
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April 5th, 2011
03:56 pm - 1,2,3,4,5
Now everyday ain't gonna be no picnic
Love ain't a walk in the park
All you can do is make the best of it now
Can't be afraid of the dark
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April 3rd, 2011
02:31 pm
“I swear, I’m not stealing these… Don’t forget I’m just a girl, standing in front of a boy, asking him to love her.” 
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March 31st, 2011
09:37 pm
Heat is a heavy head
Keeps me in my bed
Push aside the pillow
The whole room just turned yellow
Three in the afternoon
We still haven't moved
Siren sighs echo
A pulse through our window
I don't mind
I don't mind
This wasted shaded daylight
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March 26th, 2011
09:52 pm
I'm soooooooooooooooooo in love w avril's new album!!!!!!!! so honest, so emotional..
too broke to go for her concert............. :'(
gonna start saving LETS GO!!!
I cried a little bit
You died a little bit
Please say there’s no regrets
And say you won’t forget
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March 18th, 2011
08:14 pm
ARHHGHHGHGHGHGHGHGHHHHHHRAHHHHHHHHHHGHGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
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March 17th, 2011
11:55 pm
I took the stars from my eyes, and then I made a map. And knew that somehow I could find my way back. Then I heard your heart beating; you were in the darkness too. So I stayed in the darkness with you.
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11:30 pm
"The funny thing about human beings is our contradictoriness. We are in such a hurry to grow up, and then we long for our lost childhood. We make ourselves ill while earning money, and then spend all our money on getting well again. We think so much about the future that we neglect the present, and thus experience neither the past nor the future. We live as if we were never going to die, and die as if we had never lived. "
-Cohen
from A
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